Friday, August 29, 2014

6 godina ABRAXAS bloga?!


Da ne bi bilo zbunjivanja, ovo nije obeležavanje 6 godina rada bloga, no samo 6 godina od pokretanja, jer rada u poslednje 2 godine da budemo iskreni baš i nije bilo, dakle ubio nas taj fejsbuk totalno a bogami i lekovi, i samo najjači blogeri su opstali, a želja za dokazivanjem u vidu pisanja se zagubila negde u međuprostoru. Iz fazona kao dokazo sam se pa ne moram više, a o konstantno prisutnoj lenjosti i odsustvu nagona za održanjem života da ne pričamo uopšte.

Naravno braćo, ja i dalje masovno skidam sve valjane dokumentarce i filmove sa relevatnih samo meni znanin lokacija, ali za razliku od onomad danas ih ne gledam baš toliko fanatično, i po 2 dnevno i jače, a da ne pominjem pisanje, jer desilo se šta? Desilo se da sam uvatio sebe nebrojeno puta kako već u toku samog gledanja dokumentarca duboko razmišljam o tome šta bi napisao na blogu i kako bi vi reagovali na to, tako da je koncentracija na zadatu materiju krenula da skroz popušta, uživanje u gledanju da se gubi, a samim tim i poenta svega ovoga, jer nisam ja brate novinar/kolumnista pa da sam plaćen da nažvrljam nešto...nego ja kao gistro radim to iz ljubavi, a zapravo realno za slavu, ko indijanci jbga. I onda sam reko sebi bolje da batalim to kurčenje u vidu pisanja a kad naletim na neki baš ono dojaja film samo da ga fino postavim bez suvišnih komentara i pametovanja. Ali avaj, mnogima ni to nije valjalo, kažu mi oćemo da čitamo, zajebi gledanje tih tvojih sektaških dokumentaraca, i ja im evo kažem OK rođaci, nađite mi vezu sa poso u trafici da prehranim ovo dvoje dece (staraca) pa ću pišem i po 3 posta dnevno, anderstend?

Dakle, u ovo neko zlo doba, 2008. godine, drugari sa foruma Znaka Sagite su me izgasirali da kao napravim blog. Ja se premišljo, premišljo, bio lenj ko i danas jbga, a onda kad sam jednom kreno...ja znači do kraja 2012. nisam stao. Ko manijak. Znači, tolko sam se isprimao na to da sam pisao i po 27 sati dnevno, zajebo sam bre čak i Teslu u nespavanju. A posebno sam poludeo kad su ljudi masovno krenuli da me tapšu po ramenu, to je tek bio znači gas do daske, a onda mi još povrh svega ovi neznabošci iz CLS-a izdali i knjigu i zna se. Tek tad mi dobro bilo nije, jer udarila me ta lažna slava (i alkohol) u ovu bosansku glavudžu tolko jako, da sam ja al' zaista utripovo da sam jedan izvanredan vanserijski andergraund pisac i autor. Mada...kad vidim ko su sve bestseler pisci danas, da ih ne imenujem, ispada bre da ja zaista jesam OK pisac, samo je moj problem što imam ogroman manjak volje i što sam naravno lenj u pizdu maternu, pa od svega što sam planiro ništa napiso nisam, tj. sve sam kao dobro počo i onda razume se skroz batalio, a budimo realni, kakav je to pisac koji ništa u životu napisao nije? Pa zna se...

No dobro, šta je tu je, bili smo možda nekad i neko a sad smo opet niko, jer tu očigledno i pripadamo. Svakom svoje jbga. Ali braćo, ja za razliku od mojih drugara i kolega znači nemam nameru da zatvaram kapiju i da gasim blog (Vlujo vrati se!), ja ću da teram ovo do kraja pa makar piso i samo jedan post mesečno jer sam rešio da od sad radim samo kad mi se baš ono oće, kad sam ultra super inspirisano raspoložen, a ne ko nekada kada sam ospesivno-kompulsivno pisao i na silu ako treba samo da bi ispunio kvotu i zadovoljio čitaoce. Jebeš bre to, jer ovo ipak treba da bude kao neka zabava, neko uživanje, a ne večito silovanje, kurčenje bez kurca i slično, zar ne? ZAR...NEEE?

NEĆEMO oduSTATI!


Rectify (2013)


Creator:
Ray McKinnon

Meni bolja serija od True Detectives jer nema mambo-džambo sranja, a skroz brate surova priča. Pogledo sve u cugu. No ne veruj meni no vidi sam.


"Daniel Holden must put his life back together after serving 19 years on Georgia's Death Row before DNA evidence calls his conviction into question."

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Thursday, August 28, 2014

Dark Fellowships: Nazi Cult, The Vril Society


"Uncover the truth surrounding one of the most renowned and feared organizations in the world, the Vril Society. This compelling documentary explores conspiracy theories, retraces historical events, investigates internal agendas and uncovers macabre rituals. Profiling prominent and often famous members, alleged to include many of the Nazi Party elite, including Hermann Göring, Heinrich Himmler, and even Adolf Hitler, the program reveals information that the most clandestine of secret societies want to remain secret.

Legend has it that the original members of the society believed they could live under the earth and fly to far away stars powered by a mysterious substance called Vril. They also believed that one day they would rule the world. This dangerous group existed at the core of the Nazi Party, and like many dark fellowships, remnants of the group still exist today, almost 100 years after its founding. In this special, viewers will discover what occult rites were performed by the organization in their dark lust for ultimate power."

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

The Killer Inside Me (2010)


Director:
Michael Winterbottom

Još jedan odličan film koji se indirektno bavi psihopatijom, možda čak i bolji no Malice (1993). U glavnoj ulozi Casey Affleck, ladan ko špricer, i Džesika hmm Alba. (109 min)


"Sadism and masochism beneath a veneer of revenge. Lou Ford is a mild-mannered sheriff's deputy in a Texas oil town in the mid 1950's. His boss sends him to roust a prostitute living in a rural house. She slaps him; he hits her, then, after daily sex for the next few weeks, he decides it's love. She's devoted to him and becomes his pawn in a revenge plot she thinks is to shakedown the son of Chester Conway, the town's wealthy king of construction. Lou has a different plan, and bodies pile up as murder leads to murder. The district attorney suspects Lou, and Conway may have an inkling, but Lou stays cool. Is love, or at least peace, in the cards?"

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Saturday, August 2, 2014

Kad ti ga prosečan Amer prevede vol.2




Dakle, oće da prevede ovaj tekst na srpskom, al' ga jebe google translate.

Saturday, July 26, 2014

Lost for Life (2013)


Director:
Joshua Rofé


"In the United States today, more than 2,500 individuals are serving life-without-parole sentences for crimes they committed when they were 17 years old or younger. Children as young as 13 are among the thousands serving these sentences. Lost for Life, tells the stories of these individuals, of their families' and of the families of victims of juvenile murder." (75 min)

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Friday, July 25, 2014

J Dir D - Get High (Official Video)


Odličan južnjački rep video (Columbia, South Carolina), a još jača riba koja se pojavljuje u njemu...


Sunday, July 20, 2014

Čita se malo...ali loše (the books)


Knjige koje sam navodno čito...


Friedrich Nietzsche - The Antichrist


H.P. Lovecraft - The Case of Charles Dexter Ward


H.P. Lovecraft - S onu stranu sna


H.P. Lovecraft - Necronomicon 
(Thanks to Agota)


Nikolas Schreck - The Manson File 
(Thanks to Mira)


Vincent Bugliosi - Helter Skelter 
(Thanks to Mira)


Nikolas Schreck - The Manson File: Myth and Reality of an Outlaw Shaman 
(Thanks to Zeena Schreck & D.I.)


Peter Kropotkin - Anarchist Morality


Peter Kropotkin - Memoirs of a Revolutionist


Peter Kropotkin - Anarchy


Peter Singer - Animal Liberation


John Carter - Sex and Rockets: The Occult World of Jack Parsons 
(Thanks to cutter)


Branko Ćopić - Bašta sljezove boje


Branko Ćopić - Gluvi barut


Emile Durkheim - Suicide


Viktor E. Frankl - The Unheard Cry for Meaning


Viktor E. Frankl - Man's Search for Meaning


Elizabeth Wurtzel - Prozac Nation


Stevan P. Petrović - Stanja izmenjene svesti


Timothy Leary - Flashbacks: An Autobiography


George Orwell - Homage to Catalonia


George Orwell - Animal Farm


A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada - The Teachings of Queen Kunti


Stephen Hawking - Black Holes and Baby Universes


Stephen Hawking - The Theory Of Everything


Paul Donnelley - 501 Most Notorious Crimes Hardcover 
(Thanks to Agota)


Harold Schechter - Deviant: The True Story of Ed Gein, the Original Psycho 
(Thanks to Mira)


Stephen G. Michaud - The Only Living Witness: The True Story of Serial Killer Ted Bundy (Thanks to Jeca)


Ann Rule - The Stranger Beside Me 
(Thanks to Jeca)


Diego Ávila Domínguez - Vivir para matar: nueve biografías de asesinos en serie


Derf Backderf - My Friend Dahmer
(Thanks to ma niggaz)


R. Crumb - The R. Crumb Handbook 
(Thanks to D.I.)

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