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Sleep Tight (2011)

Director: 

Jaume Balagueró 

Runtime: 102 min 

"No one seems to be capable of seeing the full depth of the concierge's brilliant and twisted mind. Those who surface his dark mind are unable to deal with it. Those who ignore him are affected by his wickedness too. This is a film about the impossibility of happiness, or at least happiness in a conventional way. It was a treat to the senses to see how the protagonist's mother suffers with what his son tells her, and to see the old neighbour being psychologically dissected, till there's no illusion on her pathetic solitary existence. Raw and mean, accurate on life's complexities, this is a superior film in terms of acting, direction and superb script. Luis Tosar is the superman, who never sleeps, and whose obsession feeds him and fills the emptiness of a life."

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Cave of Forgotten Dreams (2010)

Director:

Werner Herzog

Runtime: 90 min

"In 1994, a group of scientists discovered a cave in Southern France perfectly preserved for over 20,000 years and containing the earliest known human paintings. Knowing the cultural significance that the Chauvet Cave holds, the French government immediately cut-off all access to it, save a few archaeologists and paleontologists. But documentary filmmaker, Werner Herzog, has been given limited access, and now we get to go inside examining beautiful artwork created by our ancient ancestors around 32,000 years ago. He asks questions to various historians and scientists about what these humans would have been like and trying to build a bridge from the past to the present."

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Sex and Rockets - The Occult World of Jack Parsons (2005, PDF)

Ovo mi je preporučio brat po (ne)veri, cutter, naime radi se o biografiji Jack Parsonsa, čoveka koji je između ostalog izumeo raketno gorivo koje je Amerikance (navodno) odvelo na Mesec. Pored tih raketnih akcija kojima se čitavog života bavio, i poezije koju je pisao, Parsons je poznat i kao jedan od najistaknutijih ljubitelja okultnog u SAD, jer je već tokom 40-ih stupio u kontakt sa Kroulijem, te tako učestvovao u osnivanju prve američke lože O.T.O-a  u Kaliforniji, AGAPE (ne, to nema veze sa emisijom na Studiju B). Dakle, jako zanimljiva knjiga, a posebno zbog odlično urađenog kratkog istorijata O.T.O-a, sa posebnim osvrtom na kalifornijsku ložu u koju Krouli nažalost nikad kročio nije. Inače, lik Jacka Parsonsa se nalazi i u zaglavlju ovog bloga, to vam je ovaj crni čikica sa brčićima odma iznad Abraxasa, prvi desno do L. Ron Hubbarda. Naravno, kao i sve kontraverzne ličnosti, i Parsons je stradao u jednoj eksploziji pod još nerazjašnjenim okolnostima, a na mestu eksplozije je nađena kutija koju možete videti dole, i koja mnogo toga objašnjava. Pored toga što je učestvovao u standardnim biseksualnim akcijama tokom rituala, bio je poznat i po tome što se nije libio da opšti sa svojom majkom, dakle naš čovek, da ne kažem Srbin. Knjiga se može nabaviti preko amazona za 10-ak dolara, što je po meni skroz OK za ovakav jedan izuzetan lik i još jače delo. Slava mu!

"Scientist, poet, and self-proclaimed Antichrist, Jack Parsons was a bizarre genius whose life reads like an implausible yet irresistible science fiction novel. Sex and Rockets looks at his short life and dual career as cofounder of Jet Propulsion Laboratory (JPL) and leader of the Agape Lodge of Aleister Crowley's Ordo Templi Orientis (OTO). Author John Carter scours primary documents and interviews surviving friends and contemporaries to deliver an intriguing portrait of a dreamy, driven man equally interested in rocketry and magick. From his early childhood and deep attachment to his mother (who killed herself hours after he died) through his nonacademic research and brilliant innovations in solid fuels to his mysterious 1952 demise in a garage-laboratory explosion at the age of 37, the reader gets the impression of a man whose obsession with explosives and propellants was nearly single-minded. Yet this same man found spiritual fulfillment through Crowley's Law of Thelema, conducted magickal operations with L. Ron Hubbard, and signed an oath asserting himself to be the Antichrist--clearly Parsons wasn't a boring guy in a white coat.

Carter pulls off the difficult task of integrating Parsons's disparate drives into one compelling story; though there are some rough spots and awkward transitions, one gets the sense that this illuminates the man's life better than a smooth, flawless work would. Robert Anton Wilson's introduction is smart and funny as always, initiating the uninformed into the basics of Crowleyanity while placing Parsons in the context of his times. While it might not be possible to read universal themes into Parsons's life, Sex and Rockets is an excellent study of a passionate life fully lived."

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Necro Files - Two Decades of Extreme Horror (EPUB)

"Spanning over twenty years, 20 masters and modern authors of hardcore horror share their most bad-ass stories in this special edition from Comet Press. Many hard to find and out of print, some that were banned, Necro Files covers every imaginable mode of mayhem including serial killers, necrophilia, cannibals, werewolves, zombies, sex fetishes, psychopaths, snuff, occult, and more stories that dial into the dark side of human nature."

TABLE OF CONTENTS:

George R.R. Martin - Meathouse Man

Joe R. Lansdale - Night They Missed the Horror Show

Ronald Kelly - Diary

Elizabeth Massie - Abed

Randy Chandler & t. Winter-Damon - I am He that Liveth and was Dead ... & Have the Keys of Hell & Death

Edward Lee - Xipe

Ray Garton - Bait

Gerard Houarner - Painfreak

Wayne Allen Sallee - Lover Doll

Charlee Jacob - The Spirit Wolves

Brian Hodge - Godflesh

John Everson - Every Last Drop

Mehitobel Wilson - Blind in the House of the Headsman

Monica J. O'Rourke - An Experiment in Human Nature

Graham Masterton - The Burgers of Calais

Nancy Kilpatrick - Ecstasy

Bentley Little - Pop Star in the Ugly Bar

Wrath James White - The Sooner They Learn

J.F. Gonzalez - Addict

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The Process Church of the Final Judgment Documents (1968, PDF)

"Here are over five hundred pages of internal Process Church of the Final Judgment documents. Everything available from chants & hymns to more well known works such as "A Candle in Hell" to otherwise unavailable foundational documents like the "Xtul Dialogues" is collected here. The Process Church of the Final Judgment was a group that operated in the '60s into the very early '70s that believed in a worldview that accepted Lucifer, Jehovah, Satan and Christ as partners in a larger godhead. Lucifer and Satan were not the enemies of Christ and Jehovah but instead were aspects of the self to be explored, just as the other two were. Since Satan and Lucifer are both worked with it could be argued that this collection is like a second Satanic Bible, albeit one that also includes otherwise "white light" figures."

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Enough Man (2006)

Director:
Luke Woodward

Dokumentarac o transseksualizmu, dakle, ne o traverima, nego o osobama koje od malih nogu goni osećaj da su se rodile u pogrešnom telu, te putem operacija i hormona menjaju pol, u ovom slučaju iz ženskog u muški. Ovde slušamo priče ljudi koji su se već podvrgli operaciiji ali i nekih koji to tek planiraju. Radi se o 4 para, tako da na početku nećete imati pojma ko je tu zapravo muško a ko žensko, i tek kasnije kada ulete baš-baš eksplicitne scene seksa, sa surovim BDSM akcijama, moći ćete da izvalite ko je tu (bio) ko. Znači, za sve gadljive, pozor, jer ipak u BDSM-u ima i golden showera i još koječega što nije baš za svačije oči. Od cele ekipe ovde, najgotivnije su mi dve mlade "lezbijke", od kojih jedna želi da postane muško ali ne potpuno, dakle skroz weird priča ali i racionalno obrazloženje.

Ovaj dokumentarac je jako bitan ptvenstveno iz razloga jer nam daje odličan uvid u to šta osećaju i kako razmišljaju transseksualci, tako da nam daje šansu da ih bolje upoznamo a samim tim i razumemo, a ne da ih u startu osuđujemo, jer činjenica je da sve što je drugačije mi to osuđujemo, i ne radi se tu samo o seksualnim akcijama, nego i ovako, svako ko je iole "na svoju ruku" biva označen kao nepodoban u ovakvom društvu, i naravno, u takvim osudama prednjači crkva (bilo koja) i tako dodaje gasa nacionalistima i ostaloj ekstremnoj desnici u tom njihovom večitom "lovu na veštice". Vaistinu, jadno je i kukavno to društvo u kojem se crkva pita oko seksualnih sloboda. Ne do bog nikom. (61 min)


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"What is gender? Where do gender and biology meet? And do they have to meet at all?

Enough Man is part of the boom in films addressing transgender issues, breaking new ground as it explores the lives and loves of nine female to male (FTM) transsexuals. Through candid and sometimes explicit interviews and demonstrations, these nine men share their experiences about how they fit, or don’t fit, into the wider world.

Beginning with discussions of self-identification and self-acceptance, each conversation reveals the struggles these men encounter with body image, public perception, and the politics of being themselves. Reclaiming and reshaping such terms as exhibitionist, pervert, and fag, this diverse group of men finds some of the political and emotional power necessary for them to navigate the world on their own terms.

Natalie, a female sex worker and dominatrix, and Casey, FTM and a self-identified slut, share a poly-amorous relationship that includes bondage, domination, and making their own porn. Their willingness to deconstruct their expected roles brings a new level of insight into the possibilities of love and sexual pleasure.

Choosing to live in a rural area, Joshua and Raven demonstrate how they have created their own haven for their unusual family. Other interviewees from a range of backgrounds add to this rich discussion of monogamy, polygamy, power dynamics, casual sex, and the ups and downs of surgical options.

Director Luke Woodward finds sex and sexuality integral to embracing each of his subjects as whole human beings. Knowing that the end result would break new ground and some serious film taboos, Woodward used his interviews and interactions to work through the initial stages of his own transitioning just before his senior year at Brown University."

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